Why My Assistant Had To Start Therapy

I think it's— I'm not crying as much as you, but I think it's more normal because like I've seen it like, like a lot more gradual like I didn't just like arrive here and like they just handed me the keys to this place. But like, they didn't. No, no, no. But for— yeah, but they're— yeah, but there are definitely moments where like I'm driving like down the street. Like I remember I used to go on runs and like there was, there was actually a specific moment. I remember it was like, it was like a year and a half ago. I was with Taylor. I was going on a run. I was in the car with her and I was like, I was like, this— how fucking cool is it that we're in LA right now? I'm so young. I have a place to drive home to and it's here. I have friends here. I have a job here. Like, I'm not worried about, about not knowing where I'm sleeping tomorrow. I'm like, pretty confident in what I do. I love what I do and I get to do it every day of my life and I'm my own boss. Like, I do have— I have the fucking coolest job. I say this and it sounds weird, but like, I would have killed for this as a kid. And like, I know that shit. Yeah, yeah. But like, it's the best fucking job in the world. And it's not like working on a television show where like, people tell me if I can come to work tomorrow or if I, if I'm renewed for another season. Like, it's all 100% up to me and what I put into it. Um, so it's the best job.