TRYING TO GET LAID

Even I say, I say things like I don't have time for, for things, and I feel so guilty saying it because I know I do. I just don't have the time management skills. I have time for a lot of things. I have time to pay my bills on time, and I have time to, you know, to go and take care of myself. Go on, go. I have time to work out. There's no excuse for me not to work out every day. Right, absolutely no excuse. But I just don't have time management, and I'm just not good at it. I'm not— I guess I am making an excuse within itself, right? But there is, there is no such thing as you don't have time. There's no such thing as that. And like, I also— this takes me back to another point, is when like I would, like back in high school, when I would ask to hang out with a girl or something and she'd say something like, I just don't have the time. It's like, the people that say that do not care for you. Like, if you want something, you're gonna make time for it. Do you know what I mean? Like, there's no person on earth that's gonna be like, I don't have time. Like, even if you text me and you're like— and I say— and I tell you back that I don't have time, I am fucking lying. Because if you texted me and you're like, I have a million-dollar deal for you, right, for X, Y, and Z, and you have to go to Alaska for 2 weeks, I'm like, I'm there. Like, you know what I mean?