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Trespassing At David’s House

But I know that there's gonna be a day where I will. But will I— will I like nature and stuff because I'm settling for it and I have nothing else in life and I'm walking around the forest because that's all I have left and I have convinced myself that this is— that I've discovered this because I'm so wise now. That's what I'm scared of. I'm scared of convincing myself that I have discovered new things just because I'm out of ideas.

May 10, 202016:46Ilya
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David16:30
Like, and I think I know what's important in life and I think I know what I value. Um, but things change, right? Like, you— like, like, right now I don't value, like, alone time or, like, nature or shit like that, right?
Ilya16:43
Like, I don't really care about going for walks.
Jason16:45
Yeah.
Ilya16:46
But I know that there's gonna be a day where I will. But will I— will I like nature and stuff because I'm settling for it and I have nothing else in life and I'm walking around the forest because that's all I have left and I have convinced myself that this is— that I've discovered this because I'm so wise now. That's what I'm scared of. I'm scared of convincing myself that I have discovered new t…
David17:09
Like, here's the thing, this is what I'm scared of. I'm scared of me running out of ideas, like material for like videos and podcasts, and then, and then I go, who needs all that? Who needs, who needs making videos? Who needs making money when you have love?
Ilya17:24
Like, that's what I'm scared. I'm scared of convincing myself that I've discovered this new pathway in life just because I failed my original one.
David17:32
That's one of my biggest fears.