Sending a Pop Star Flowers

I felt like— I feel like that too. There's less pressure because there's—

yeah, because if it's like, it's like, you know, like even if you seem like a cornball, at least you're— you could, you could lie and be like, oh, I was doing it for the camera, you know? Yeah. So like sometimes, like, like for example, like my cousin was tel…

You know what I mean? You could blame it on that. Yeah, even though you actually were that nervous.

It's almost— it's almost like when I watch your TikTok, uh, your live streams, it's like— it's almost like a character you developed.

Yeah, yeah, it's good. Yeah, so like I always want to like make sure— like I, I never like showing— like sometimes like that's why like the vlog was so crazy because it showed like my real like shy personality and I just Sometimes I like hiding that away beca…

There is one thing that we had to cut out of the video with you, Vardon, because it was so painfully awkward.