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Running Drugs for the Cartel
were there any thoughts of suicide at this point?
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No, I drove. It was 2 and a half hours. I took 5 Xanax, 3 bumps of cocaine, a shot of GHB, and like 3 Vicodin. I said, if I get shot, I'm gonna at least go down in peace, right?
I'm gonna be comfortable. Were you hoping you were going to crashed the car before?
No, I was just—
were there any thoughts of suicide at this point?
No, I figured I was going to get killed, so that was close enough. Like, I could have, what, ran from him?
No, no, 100%.
Yeah, that's what my mind's like. Okay, I run from him and then I'm worried my whole life. That's worse. Or I just go and face the music, and if he kills me, he kills me.