Natalie's Extravagant Birthday

Do you believe in manifestation?

I know it works for a lot of people. I just, I can't do it, you know. I just don't. I've tried. I've tried so fucking hard.

Like, okay, because I have like two— I have an example of where I don't think it works for me and where I feel like it— like, I do think that like what you say to yourself every day will, will come true, like affects your psyche, affects your psyche. But like…

And I'm always manifesting that I'm gonna win the next game or the next point.

Yeah.

Or this match. And every time I do that, I lose. Every single time. Every time I'm like imagining myself, okay, these next 2 points are mine. Every time I'm putting myself ahead where I'm up I lose every single fucking time. So I don't know if that's just bec…