Lying to Yourself Until You Make It

I mean, I don't know. It was always about like not doing enough. Like, I was like, I was very like my parents. It was this constant thing where it was like It was when I was at— when I was inside the house, they were like, why don't you go out more? Why are you at home all the time? And then I was outside with my friends and they're like, we never fucking see you. Where are you? And it was like this, like, constant back and forth. Like, it's just such a parent thing for that to happen. I don't know. The main fights were like, I don't know what they were. They were about like doing like piano lessons and stuff and taekwondo. I hated piano and taekwondo.