Lying to Yourself Until You Make It

I don't really, because I don't really care. Like, if my dad wasn't the exact same way he was to me, however, if it was good or bad, or any of my parents or any of my friends, the exact same way they were, then I feel like I wouldn't be where I am today. You know what I mean? Like, every single thing in my life, I feel like shaped me one way or another, whether it was a good thing or bad thing. Like, I would always get into my fights with my parents and I'd always be like, they're always— they were always like, well, you're going to— you're going to see when you have kids that this is how you got to, like, handle things, right? And I would always say, like, yeah, I'm learning how to not handle things. And that's the only thing I'm getting out of this. Well, and like, that was like my main argument with my parents is I learned what not to do, even though they were totally fine and I was just being a teenager.