LA Fires and Showering at Natalie's

That I looked better when I was fat. I got a lot of those. A lot of people obviously like making fun of my body, which is totally fine. But I was actually pleasantly surprised With, I thought the response was gonna be like, holy fuck, he was vlogging with that body the entire time and we had no idea. I'm like, obviously, like a person so much more insecure about themselves, my before body was my biggest insecurity on planet Earth. And the fact that people aren't tearing it apart as much as I think they should be, like they're almost complimenting it. When in my head I'm like, you guys should fucking say some mean stuff about that thing 'cause it looks scary. But people are being so positive about that. I just feel good. Even if I ever, like in 10 years, if I fall back to my old ways and I'm eating a lot, I think I'm gonna take my shirt off from time to time, 'cause I guess it doesn't scare people too much.