I Have a Death Row Penpal

I don't know, but it was just like a thing that you would go sit on. Or I actually— what, what I have an even crazier memory with the generator. There's a— there's— I used to do these things in middle school. I still do it and I have it around the house. I don't tell anybody where it is, but I set up things for myself in the future. So like, so I'm like, I'm very big on this. So like, it's really funny. I don't want to, I don't want to tell you what I have here because it's just like a very personal thing that I do for myself. But like in the, in the generator box, like one of the first days before I even met Natalie walking home, I had a yellow fuzz ball like a fuzz ball that you would like decorate like a funny Christmas sweater with. And I put it inside the generator to where I could see it when I walked by. And I set it there for myself as like comfort, like I'm going to see this every day on my walk home. And one day I'll finally touch it again when I'm done walking home from school. And then in middle school, I put a dime into the crack of, of of like the outer edge of like the curb of inside the school, like right under like this big art piece, there's a crack in the wall and I put a dime there and I told myself at the end of senior year in high school, I'm gonna come back to this middle school and I'm gonna pick up this dime. And like, I'll do things like that. A lot of times an easier version is like, I'll make some sort of like art piece. Like I'll like draw something or I'll have like a painting and I'll do a box in the corner and I'll say, I'm gonna come check this box when I become fully happy. Like, and when I'm like really content with myself.