How to Make Friends in High School
I, I'm down to get— I'm down to let loose, but my idea of letting loose is like sitting on the couch and unwinding. It's not going to put effort towards me having fun. Like, I don't want to be— listen, this— I always said it this way: if someone can get me a stage, if someone can get me like a— the softest couch on stage of Coachella, I'd go every fucking year without question. If I can sit on a couch on the stage watching the performers, I'm down. But I just, I don't know. I can't relax. I can't relax. Like, it was just like, it's just like why I didn't like church and why I couldn't be a Catholic anymore. It's because I couldn't stand in church and I just got tired. And I know it's so weird, but like, I have this like weird thing with sitting and I need to be sitting to be relaxed. And I guess I can't do it. I just can't relax. I sound fucking crazy.