First Late Night Appearance

I guess all I could think about is When I think of like my first thoughts of sex is when my friend brought over— I was— we were sitting in my digital film class and we were in the back and my friend showed me his phone and he was watching porn with like 3 other kids. And it's just like, it's like out of a movie. Like, I'm just like, what are you guys doing? And he's just like, we're watching porn. I was like, you can't be doing that. And I was like fucking so nervous. That same friend actually jerked off in my 5th grade class. In the middle of science class, he jerked off and he finished on his hand and he showed us. And that's fucking disgusting. I think it's like 7th grade, I don't know what it was, but how fucking disgusting is that? That was the same friend. Maybe that was like my first sexually traumatic experience, just fucking witnessing that friend.