DISCUSSING WHAT HAPPENED

Where, where being happy is a little bit more difficult to do. And, and actually, like, I've had a lot of like YouTube friends that like put emotional stuff on the internet and like people really love it. And then they'll come to me or I'll be talking to them about it and they'll be like, I really regret, like, not I regret, but like, I don't know why I posted that. That's so not like me. And then I'll be like, but just like, look at all the people you're helping. Like, look at all the people you're connecting with. And I always say this to people like that, like are like second-guessing being like real on their, on their internet profiles or whatever it is. And I'm like, look at all the people you've helped just because of what you've said. And And it's, uh, it's like I'm hypocritical because like I say how positive it is and then I'm scared to do it myself. Like I'm scared to open up myself.