DISCUSSING WHAT HAPPENED

Uh, yeah, and it just— it's— yeah, it's just like, it like harms everything. Like, I've been— I can be so much of a better person than I have been the last couple months, and that's just because I'm not myself at all. I mean, I'm like, I'm like a fucking shell of David. Um, and I hope this is step one of many where I can talk about stuff and open up about stuff and be honest and and move on and grow. And moving on does not mean forgetting. I just want to make that clear. Like, this isn't— this— there's never going to be a time where I'm going to be like, fuck that, that never happened. Like, maybe it may seem like that on the internet because I never talk about it, but like, I'm telling you, this shit follows me everywhere I fucking go in my head. So like, there's no use in forgetting it because that only hurt me, and, and remembering it just makes me learn and makes sure I don't make the same mistakes again. So yeah, okay, I guess we'll see you later.