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Not saying there was ever a moment where like I was going to abandon anybody and be like, peace, like hanging out with whatever. But, but just to, just to wrap things up for this really bizarre podcast, I know things are going to be clipped from here and mayb…
Um, I, I think too, like, I know one of Jeff's criticisms of this podcast is that we haven't said anything. So I think that, you know, in that regard, we've, we've done right by him by just You know, and, and also whatever was said today isn't the end of it,…
And I think moving forward, like what Jason said, what Jason was telling me about his part is like, he's like, I want the podcast to be like, like just talk about your shit. And there are just things that I like, I just hold to myself because like I actually…
Why, why do you— why, why have you held it?
Because I don't know, because I, because I always want to be the bigger person in some way. And I feel like maybe when, when I do stuff like talk about this stuff, it's not making me the bigger person. Mm-hmm. But it's also like just not making it— but that a…
There's a point where it stops being noble.
Uh, yeah, and it just— it's— yeah, it's just like, it like harms everything. Like, I've been— I can be so much of a better person than I have been the last couple months, and that's just because I'm not myself at all. I mean, I'm like, I'm like a fucking shel…