DISCUSSING WHAT HAPPENED

I'm okay. I think, I think at the end of the day, like, this has been such a shitty situation, like from the moment it happened to the last couple months. And, um, like I said, there's not— there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about this. And I'm so sorry that this happened to you, Jeff. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. And, and, and I wish it was easier. I wish it was easier to deal with this. Um, I wish we were both better communicators. Um, because I know it eats you up, and I know it eats me up, and I know for a fact we don't communicate that to each other properly. Um, and I wish we did that better. Um, and yeah, and I don't know, it's so fucking shitty, and there's nothing I can say here that will fix everything. So that's why it's like, that's why this is so tough.