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And, and I— and what bums me out is I see a lot of things. I don't know if he said it or where it was like put into the universe that like I kept this from people. Like, I mean, for multiple reasons I wouldn't keep that from people. One, it's because it's his fucking face, it's his life, like he's allowed to share it whenever. And two, that would just be extremely stupid of me trying to hide something as brutal as that. Like, I would never ever do that, and that never happened. That was— that was— we were following his lead. So when he wanted to make a doc like I was there. Like, I was like, whatever you need me to do, like, however I'm going to be in this, like, I, I'll be in it. Um, and I think the doc is where, where things started to, to get a little, little strange. Because I remember we were in Utah, we went to like 3 or 4 surgeries with him, I'm not sure, back to Utah. And one of them, we were filming the doc, and one of his guys that works with him went up to Taylor and was like, we really want to make David cry in this piece. We really want him to know what he's done. And there was more of what he said to Taylor, but that was kind of the thing that resonated with me the most. And that's where I started to feel like, oh fuck, like what's going on here? Like someone's not being transparent with me here. Like I almost feel like I'm being pushed into a corner. That made me feel really like uncomfortable and scared.

March 9, 202222:58David
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David22:27
Okay, so go back. Okay, so let me, Let me go back. So then we started filming. There's a lot of things that I wish were more like honest and transparent. Um, and, and that was that it was— Jeff wanted to keep the accident to ourselves for a while.
Natalie22:50
Um, I think he wasn't— he also just wasn't comfortable with like the way that he looked. He didn't want to show people until, you know, he was ready.
Jason22:56
That's understandable, right?
David22:58
And, and I— and what bums me out is I see a lot of things. I don't know if he said it or where it was like put into the universe that like I kept this from people. Like, I mean, for multiple reasons I wouldn't keep that from people. One, it's because it's his fucking face, it's his life, like he's allowed to share it whenever. And two, that would just be extremely stupid of me trying to hide some…
Natalie24:21
And Hey, why? What's wrong with— what was wrong with you crying in the doc?
David24:28
Well, because it's just like a weird thing to say. I felt like it was like— I know, correct me if I'm wrong, but like that to me felt like— I don't know, like it just didn't feel— it just felt— it just felt weird.
Jason24:46
Yeah. And, and also I think you you know, the doc came after a bunch of other bad shit that happened, right?