Denied By My Crush

But now I was in Spain. Someone asked me for my middle name and I said, I said Julian. I was like, oh, I have a couple of friends named Julian. It's a normal name, but I didn't know this as a kid. I thought I was a fucking alien. I thought I was a freak.

I mean, my name was Natalina, you know, like that one's fucking weird. So, well, no.

What's your middle name?

Oh, right.

It's like lazy.

But no, but now, like, now that I'm old, when I was a kid, I was so embarrassed because, well, we just went to school with like such white people. So like if you had something that sounded a little bit different or a little bit like ethnic in some way, it was…