Coachella and Long Distance Relationships

It's like hell or high water. It was always like, like if I ever, ever had a— if I ever had a big— oh my god, what's wrong with my words today? If I ever had a big project due, like a semester project due, right? And it was due on Wednesday and it was Monday and she's given us 4 months to do it, I'll be sitting there Monday morning and I'll be like, it's all good because I know when Thursday comes around it's gonna be turned in. And it'll be done. It'll be done on Wednesday. And like, that's how I like— like, I would never worry because I knew I would get it done. I fucking knew I would. I would never— I would never not get a deadline done on time. And like, that's what it was with vlogging, is I post Monday and then there was a gun to my head the next day and it was like, fucking post another one on Wednesday. And it's like, I had to post it like no matter what. And now that I don't have to post, I don't have the urge to shoot as much. I don't have the urge to edit as much. I don't have the urge to get work done as much, and it sucks.