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800 Day Addiction

The way that I characterize it, like those 800 days, the way I characterize it is like it was the most miserable, trying, lonely, angry time in my whole life, but by far the most fulfilling. Because like this, like life's really hard, but when you know exactly what you need to do and then you do it, it's really satisfying. So to wake up every morning and know exactly what I needed to accomplish that day and then to accomplish it was amazing.

December 14, 20196:31Jason
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Jason5:59
You became a human again.
Casey6:01
I think I said it. It felt so fucking weird. It felt like I literally felt like a person, and I didn't like it at first. I was like, I almost felt like I had like no purpose anymore, 'cause I felt, when I was doing 3 Week, I literally felt like a machine. I h…
Natalie6:28
That's like when you leave town, that's how I feel.
Jason6:31
The way that I characterize it, like those 800 days, the way I characterize it is like it was the most miserable, trying, lonely, angry time in my whole life, but by far the most fulfilling. Because like this, like life's really hard, but when you know exactly what you need to do and then you do it, it's really satisfying. So to wake up every morning and know exactly what I needed to accomplish t…
Casey6:59
Yeah.
Jason6:59
So when I, if If ever I took a day off, you're like, what's my purpose today? And when the cadence and the return is that high and that literal, like you have a video, you have something to show for that day, or in your case, like every Monday, Wednesday, and…
David7:19
Did you feel like you were putting the videos, I mean, I know the answer to this, but did you feel like you were putting the videos before everything?