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800 Day Addiction
I think I said it. It felt so fucking weird. It felt like I literally felt like a person, and I didn't like it at first. I was like, I almost felt like I had like no purpose anymore, 'cause I felt, when I was doing 3 Week, I literally felt like a machine. I had no purpose but to construct and put these videos together. And then when I gave that up, I was like, I literally felt like my hoverboard gave out and I landed back on Earth or something. And I'm looking around me and I'm like, I can like smell the flowers again.
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You'll never get it because I knew that.
I knew that when I was like, I'm about to drop to 2 and I know that that I'm not going to be able to even sustain 2, because I was always procrastinating. Like, that's— I was always like on a treadmill, like nonstop running. And then when I lost my rhythm, li…
You became a human again.
I think I said it. It felt so fucking weird. It felt like I literally felt like a person, and I didn't like it at first. I was like, I almost felt like I had like no purpose anymore, 'cause I felt, when I was doing 3 Week, I literally felt like a machine. I had no purpose but to construct and put these videos together. And then when I gave that up, I was like, I literally felt like my hoverboard…
That's like when you leave town, that's how I feel.
The way that I characterize it, like those 800 days, the way I characterize it is like it was the most miserable, trying, lonely, angry time in my whole life, but by far the most fulfilling. Because like this, like life's really hard, but when you know exactl…
Yeah.